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I don't know what else to do.
I'm really trying
Really
I just
Why can't I get this right?
I fucking suck at this.
I'm trying so hard
For you
Because he's important
To you
All I want is to do right by you and it doesn't fucking matter
Cause I fucking suck at this
I'm never going to get it right
I found a peaceful solution
I was careful with my tone
At least I thought I was
I tried so fucking hard
I really did
I promise
No
Not safe
To come
I asked for help
I did!
I degraded myself publicly and asked for fucking help
Why wouldn't he do that?
Why did he have to be such a cunt when I was trying so hard to not be a cunt?
I asked
More than once
Walked him through it
Tried
I thought
Fuck
I dunno
Fuck
Nevermind
Don't come
I'm not safe to be around
It's fine
I just
It's fine
Don't come
Laters ok
I'll ping you
Later
It's fine
Thanks
I know
I'm bad
But you make me want to be better
I'm trying
Means a lot
You understanding
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