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[empathicfault]

"Will Graham here. Leave a message."

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Re: 10/16, morning

[empathicfault]

What's starting?

I'm hallucinating too, if you think it's some sort of sim thing. It's the Barge, I think.

[ He hopes. ]

pretend i said the 17th i can't do dates

[cactusy]

you're hallucinating?

Re: pretend i said the 17th i can't do dates

[empathicfault]

Sure am. Hannibal says hi.

[cactusy]

[??? ? ??? ? ?]

put him on the phone

Audio

[empathicfault]

[ He switches to audio and pauses for a moment, just to be accommodating. ]

He's the hallucination, so I don't think that'll work.

Audio

[cactusy]

[Shaw switches over too, her voice at a whisper.]

What's he doing?

[empathicfault]

Passive-aggressively commenting on Malcolm's artwork.

I think he's annoyed that I'm ignoring him.

[cactusy]

Good. You should keep doing that.

I think this is to lure me out, but I can't fall for that. They want-- they want me to kill you, Will.

[empathicfault]

[ Okay, he's sounding more concerned now. ]

Did someone say that to you, or did you infer that from the situation?

[cactusy]

I could feel it. The chip.

[empathicfault]

Do you still feel it?

[cactusy]

No. It's dormant right now.

[But she expects that to change once she begins the removal process. That needs to wait until no one is watching, though. Nightfall, maybe.]

[empathicfault]

...what's it like when it's not dormant?

[ He realizes too late that he probably shouldn't be asking, but that sounds horrible. ]

[cactusy]

I'll hurt you. Without wanting to, without even realizing what I'm doing, I'll-- that's the point of all this, Will. This is Phase 3; it's why the simulation is so much longer and so much weirder. It's why they gave me Root.

The best thing I can do for you right now is to stay away from you.

[empathicfault]

[ Yeah, he was right. Ugh, he wants to murder everyone that has to do with Samaritan, slowly and painfully. ]

I think something's making us all hallucinate, but I know there's no way to argue against your concerns. So okay.

[ He'll have to take that premise. He sighs. He continues to ignore two references to Raymond Shaw and a discussion on the procedure for using seizures to cause the inception of new premises and allowing for the acceptance of a new reality, because he knows that Hannibal's just trying to get a rise out of him.

He's glad this conversation is on audio. ]

I know you're a very effective soldier. I'm still not going to let you kill me, even if you manage to break out of zero.

[cactusy]

Don't tell anyone else that's where I am.

[Will needed to know for the sake of the responsibility she still feels for him, even with this simulation crumbling down around her ears. She also trusts him to be practical, and not to do anything stupid and heroic with the information. Root and Eiffel, though, not so much.]

Zhao has my gun. Rogers has all my other weapons. It's pretty unlikely I'd be able to come at you with anything ranged even if I did get out of here; that would give you a better shot.

[empathicfault]

Okay.

[ Both to the not telling anyone else and the weapons breakdown. He's quiet for a long moment. ]

Anything you have on you that could be a weapon? Are you with anyone other than Yunlan?

[cactusy]

Nobody else is here.

[But though she doesn't know it, that's going to change soon.]

I have a scalpel.

[empathicfault]

...I'm distinctly aware, thank you.

[ It's snapped, but not into the communicator. He tries to recover. ]

-uh. Could you give that to Yunlan too, please?

[cactusy]

What did he say to you, Will?

[empathicfault]

That there's nothing that can do such an intentional amount of damage as a scalpel.

It doesn't matter. He's not here.

[cactusy]

First of all. Wrong. He's an idiot.

Second of all.

[She pulls in a quiet breath.]

I'm not letting anyone near me. But I have to get this chip out.

[empathicfault]

I guess the Chesapeake Ripper's case files weren't mixed in among mine, then.

[ It's muttered. More importantly-- ]

Shaw- there's no chip. Just like there's no Hannibal. I'm used to hallucinations, and that's what we have. Please don't dig into your brain with a scalpel.

[cactusy]

No, Will, look, this makes sense. I've known this was coming for a while now.

["Known" is a pretty strong word, but she's at least suspected, and the evidence feels really hard to deny.]

But just in case I'm wrong, you need to-- are you safe? Can you plug up your ears?

[empathicfault]

Shaw, if you're wrong, you can seriously damage yourself. Paralyze yourself, damage your motor functions, your involuntary responses, your memory. That's worse than death here.

[ He doesn't think he's getting through. He's starting to gather up his things, put his shoes on. ]

I'm safe. Plugging up my ears is going to result in only being able to hear him. No, thanks. Listen, you want me to bring my helmet? Maybe that'll keep the non-existent chip turned off.