My mom cares for sure. She’s not the best at execution, but she has all the mom feelings. I’ve always been close to my sister. At least since the arrest. We only had each other for a while.
[He tangles their fingers together after Will kisses his knuckles, drawing a smile even as he was talking.]
And… to Martin…… I’m more like something he made, and he cares about someone ruining all his hard work. But that’s pretty much the closest thing you can get to love from a malignant narcissist. He was from earlier than me, though. Before his escape. Before I stabbed him again.
[His features crease. Soften. He studies Will’s face.]
[ Will is about to address what Malcolm said about Martin- the nuances he'd found while talking to the killer. That there was definitely pride there, that it's one of the few things he thinks Martin really feels.
But Malcolm mentions Hannibal and Will's mouth opens to say it's for the best. He can't get those words out. Disappointment crosses his features as he looks down at their connected hands. ]
Yeah. It would've been- it could only have been a disaster, but...still, I wish I'd seen him.
I wanted to talk to him too. [He presses a gentle kiss to Will's mouth and snuggles close. Yeah, this is why he wanted to have this conversation in bed and not over the network.] Every master manipulator is different.
[ Will doesn't respond until about halfway through the kiss, caught up in his own mind for a moment. But once he realizes what Malcolm's doing, he hugs him close. Having this talk in person was definitely a good idea. ]
It's true. I wish you could've talked to him, too. It would've been good to get your opinion, on...everything.
[ Will reaches up and pinches the bridge of his nose, then rubs his eye before settling back down. ]
He doesn't waste time. He would've tried to mess with you immediately. I was expecting more of that from your father, but he seemed to be spending time getting his bearings. Probably the better option, considering the fact this was all network-only.
[ Will melts a little under the kiss, fingers rubbing where he can reach on Malcolm's shoulder. ]
He would've found you interesting, immediately. Would've tested to what you would and wouldn't respond to, which questions you liked asking. He'd do his best to make you feel like you were in charge of the conversation.
I couldn't tell if Martin was trying anything in particular. I'm wondering if he felt at a loss with the limited access and information he had...
It is always best to keep him wrongfooted and the situation kind of did that. What he likes to do to isolate me is drive subtle wedges in between me and anyone he meets that I care about. Plant little seeds of unhappiness he hopes the host’s own imagination will grow.
Ah. [ Will's smile is a little wry. ] I'm familiar with that technique. A lot harder to do when the target is surrounded by friends and family, admittedly.
[ Will leans in for a gentle kiss this time, pulling back with a small smile. ]
Even if he didn't talk to them, I'm sure he could tell you were different. Bet that was infuriating, changes he didn't have a hand in.
Well, the police found us right after it happened, so maybe he’s back in his cell at Claremont already. [He melts against Will as he’s hugged, happy to soak up the warmth.] And we can visit him there so you can get a proper look at his cell.
Well, I've already had a good look at his cell, in that memory of yours we shared. But I'd still like to see him in it after we get back, so that'd be nice.
[ Hearing about the police arriving does make him a little concerned about whether Malcolm will be in trouble with them, but- for now? They've broached the topic enough. ]
Ainsley was worried that you'd never come back, you know. That I'd whisk you away or you'd like this place too much. Hopefully I eased her worries.
I’m glad you did. I wasn’t sure what to say. I want to see them again, but part of me isn’t sure about going back. Maybe we can take her on a trip with us somewhere. So once we leave she knows we can always come back.
Don't want you to miss out on more time with your family, if you want it. You don't have to...go back to your old version of normal, in order to have that.
She definitely won’t let the dogs inside. She made me get rid of my snakes as soon as one of them got out of its enclosure one time. And you can see a tailor if you want to but she won’t make you stay outside no matter what you wear or I’m going with you.
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[He tangles their fingers together after Will kisses his knuckles, drawing a smile even as he was talking.]
And… to Martin…… I’m more like something he made, and he cares about someone ruining all his hard work. But that’s pretty much the closest thing you can get to love from a malignant narcissist. He was from earlier than me, though. Before his escape. Before I stabbed him again.
[His features crease. Soften. He studies Will’s face.]
I’m sorry you didn’t get to talk to Hannibal.
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But Malcolm mentions Hannibal and Will's mouth opens to say it's for the best. He can't get those words out. Disappointment crosses his features as he looks down at their connected hands. ]
Yeah. It would've been- it could only have been a disaster, but...still, I wish I'd seen him.
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It's true. I wish you could've talked to him, too. It would've been good to get your opinion, on...everything.
[ Will reaches up and pinches the bridge of his nose, then rubs his eye before settling back down. ]
He doesn't waste time. He would've tried to mess with you immediately. I was expecting more of that from your father, but he seemed to be spending time getting his bearings. Probably the better option, considering the fact this was all network-only.
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[He kisses Will's jaw.]
I wanted to see what his style was. I wanted to see what he tried on me. I wanted to see how he reacted.
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He would've found you interesting, immediately. Would've tested to what you would and wouldn't respond to, which questions you liked asking. He'd do his best to make you feel like you were in charge of the conversation.
I couldn't tell if Martin was trying anything in particular. I'm wondering if he felt at a loss with the limited access and information he had...
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[ Will leans in for a gentle kiss this time, pulling back with a small smile. ]
Even if he didn't talk to them, I'm sure he could tell you were different. Bet that was infuriating, changes he didn't have a hand in.
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God, I hope so!
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He'll have a harder time poking holes in your resolve after this place.
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[ And because what he has to say next is delicate, Will gently brushes Malcolm's hair back and kissed his temple. ]
Having met him, there's no way he'd die from one stab, you know. I'm sure he'll survive to guilt trip you another day.
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Do you think so?
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I do. He's too stubborn to go from that. He'll be okay.
[ He kisses Malcolm's forehead, hugging him close. And he hopes the bastard comes out of it with a shaky hand, at least. ]
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[ Hearing about the police arriving does make him a little concerned about whether Malcolm will be in trouble with them, but- for now? They've broached the topic enough. ]
Ainsley was worried that you'd never come back, you know. That I'd whisk you away or you'd like this place too much. Hopefully I eased her worries.
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Don't want you to miss out on more time with your family, if you want it. You don't have to...go back to your old version of normal, in order to have that.
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I did get that impression. I'm honestly glad I had the screen in between us for this first meeting.
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So you're saying I'll need to see a tailor before I head over there. And probably comb my hair. And maybe leave the dogs at home.
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Glad to know I'd have company, at least.
You know, I never did go to any of Hannibal's fancy dinner parties. Sort of wish I had the experience now.
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