[ Will smiles back. He's actually looking fairly steady, if pale. ]
If only we'd worked together. I mean, I doubt it would've lasted long, since you're actually concerned about my well-being. But we could've had a couple of fun cases together.
I know a lot of self-care for the traumatized and self-destructive in dangerous proximity to their psychopathic abusers, so maybe you wouldn’t have been, like… totally destroyed by the work if you worked with me.
[ Will closes his eyes, feeling that comfortable sort of exhaustion that sort of slides around you like a pillow. Sleeping tends to hit Will fairly fast, but this is a little exceptional, even so. He'd been holding onto that adrenaline for awhile. ]
[ She can hear him take a deep breath, in and out, before he starts. ]
Abigail Hobbs was the daughter of the first person I killed, Garret Jacob Hobbs. That was the serial killer that Hannibal and I first investigated, and Hannibal called him beforehand to ensure that our visit to his house would be bloody and violent. I shot him to keep him from murdering Abigail, but he still managed to cut her throat.
I felt responsible for her, so I watched over her in the hospital and tried to help her when she recovered. Hannibal used her ear to frame me for her murder, but she didnt die until- well. [ He sighs. ] Hannibal killed her a few months later.
She came here as an inmate, was here for Hannibal's arrival- he claimed to be her father for three months. She was here the longest, and she graduated. Went to live with a girlfriend she connected with here. I think Iris said her name was Elena.
...I was wanting to get a Deal for her. Eventually. Looks like that's unnecessary now.
He didn't graduate, which is not a surprise. He was here about ten months. Fairly quiet, after his three-person sounder. He knew he'd only get one feast.
[ He's quiet on the line for possibly too long. When he speaks again, his breath has the catch of someone who got caught dozing. ]
I held onto the link for his network post when he finally 'revealed' himself, so to speak. If you want to see it.
About a week ago. I'd been looking into the network, curious how far back it went and worried about this- this, exactly. Only got a couple years back before I gave up and talked to Iris.
I've been better. Iris helped...soften things, some. And then I got drunk with Harkin. Talked to Malcolm some. And now I'm talking to you.
I don't know what I intended to get out of all of that. I hadn't even decided that was what I really wanted to do, get a Deal for Abigail. But it was sort of at the back of my mind. Now there's confirmation that there's nothing I can do to help. This sort of loss, it feels...familiar.
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